Friday Weigh In Week # 13

Last week's weight - 276.2 lbs.

Current weight - 273.4 lbs.

So 2.8 lbs seemed like a lot to lose in a week to me, but I am not complaining.  The doctor said that I should lose about 1 pound per week to do it the right and healthy way.  If you lose weight too quickly, you tend to gain it back very easily.  So I hope that I am not burning it off too quickly.  But the good old formula of diet and exercise is still as successful as ever.  There is no quick and easy weigh to lose weight.  I have been tracking what I eat at http://www.livestrong.com/myplate/.  It makes it very easy to look up just about any food that I can think of.  It covers restaurants and also lets me create my own meals and enter calories manually.  It also lets me track and chart my weight and my fitness activity.  The best part about this online tracker is that it is free.  I feel pretty good right now as I am slowly making some big lifestyle changes when it comes to eating better.

Getting Quiet

My life can be chaotic.  I have a family, I have a job, I serve at church and sometimes life feels so demanding of me.  It is easy for me to give my time to my family and to church, but it is difficult to find time to sit still and be quiet for more than a couple of minutes.  I want to be more intentional about planning for times of solitude for both Faith and I even if it is for just an hour.  In that time of solitude, I should not use it to sleep or read.  I just want to focus and listen to hear God's voice.  I need to take time to allow God to fill me back up.  It is easy to go all day giving and working and pouring out my heart, soul, mind, and strength only to find myself crashing at the end of the day.

Are you making time to refresh your soul?

Struggle Well! Wait in Hope!

This is where I am at right now.  If you are here with me, I hope this encourages you as it did me.

Lent Day 19: The Book of Habakkuk


God says, never ignore your struggle with how I do things. Ask every question that rises in your heart as you live in this world. But prepare yourself to struggle even more with My response. You must stumble in confusion before you dance with joy.

Know this: those who live by faith will struggle in ways that those who live to make their lives work will never know. It is that struggle, to believe despite desperate pain and confusion that a good plan is unfolding, that will open your eyes to see Me more clearly. Is that what you want? Will you pay the price?

The price is this: you will tremble in agony as you live in a sinful, self-prioritizing world. You will learn to wait in emptiness and frustrated desire for My plan of love to reveal itself. With confidence in Me and hope in My plan, you will not only feel the pain of living in the valley but also see My glory from the mountaintop of faith.

Only those who struggle in confusion and wait in hope will be strengthened to struggle well and to wait with confidence.
 
Struggle well! Wait in hope!

(from 66 Love Letters: A Conversation with God that Invites You into His Story by Dr. Larry Crabb, ©2009.)

Are You Ready To Be Free?

VCC started the Free series this week joining like 50 other churches in the area for the same 6 week journaling and small group experience.  I haven't even met with my small group yet to start digging into it all, but I already find myself examining my life and praying about the areas of my life where I feel trapped.  It has been a heavy thinking week for me as far as spiritual matters.  I am reading 'In A Pit With A Lion on a Snowy Day' by Mark Batterson and I am devouring it.  I am wondering what lions I should be chasing right now.  Fear has been a common topic in my head.  I am realizing that there are fears that I have allowed to creep into my life that are holding me back.  The hard part is unlearning those fears.  I feel that exhilarating times with God are coming soon.  I am looking for a movement or a revival that could be personal or bigger than that.  I have no clue as to what is coming or how I play a part in it, but I want to be ready when it comes.  Are you ready to be free?

Spring Come Quickly

Today, pitchers and catchers reported.  There is a couple of feet of snow on the ground outside.  I am tired of shoveling the stuff into the already massive piles on the sides of my driveway.  Football is over and I wouldn't miss the NBA if it went away.  It will be a month before college basketball heats up.  I am looking for the warm weather and some sunshine.  I have had enough winter in the last two weeks to last me for a few years.  Can someone tell the ground hog that his shadow will not hurt him.  Not sure how he sees it when the sun isn't ever out anyway.  Anyone want to pay to send me to Spring Training in Arizona or anywhere that is warm?  Spring come quickly and relieve us from winter so I can cook meat outside and enjoy a hot dog at the ball park.

What Is Your God Sized Dream?

I asked this question on Twitter and Facebook last week and received a few answers from people.  Thanks to everyone who responded.

I asked this question because I feel like I am having a hard time figuring out my own dream.  Some times it feels like I have too many and my brain gets all full and I have problems focusing on one thing.  The biggest thing crushing my attempts to discern what I should be doing is time.  I have come up with a few ideas that I planned through and put into action only to see my lack of time to committ to the project for it to get any traction.  Many times my ideas lose traction because of some other circumstance that prevents me from following through.  I also think that I get bored easily too.  I want to chase the new and the fresh, but when my dream is no longer new and fresh, it loses its luster.

I believe that God has big things lined up for me to serve Him, but I am having a hard time figuring out how.  I have a wide variety of skills and passions, but I am not sure where to put them all to really good use.  Right now it is God and Family.  But I can't help but feel like there is more.  I think this is Satan's way of distracting me with keeping me busy and screwing with my focus.  I am working on simplifying my life a little bit so that I can hopefully find that focus and clarity where I can think straight.  It is going to take a lot of work to get there.

How are you discerning what your dreams are and how are you going about following them?

Where Have I Been?

I don't think that I have ever slacked this much on my blog before.  Right now every free minute of my life is being consumed by my basement remodel project.  We have been trying to get this done in time for Christmas, and it is looking like it will be a close one.  Actually most of it should be done, but the carpet may not get installed until after Christmas.  I have some video footage of the work in progress, but have not had time to upload it.  I remembered today that I can send an email to posterous and it publishes to my blog so I thought I would send out a quick note and let you all know that I have not fallen off the edge of the Internet.  Once Christmas is over and my basement is in order, I should be finding some more time write.  Hoping that you all have a Merry Christmas and we'll see what is in store for 2010.

Inverting the Triangle

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Inverting the triangle Hello. My name is Ally Patton. I’m a Las Vegas native currently attending the University of Nevada, Reno.

This past summer, I interned at Compassion in the Global Ministry Center. There, I worked to establish the Delivery Community* as well as to formulate a detailed road map for upcoming project management training intended to further equip and empower Compassion staff.

When I started my internship, President and CEO Wess Stafford offered a revolutionary idea during my first day of staff orientation. He held up his hands and used his thumbs and index fingers to form a triangle. This top-down pyramid is the traditional model of leadership.

Yes, I’d heard this before. This is how the working world functions — the base supports the top, and the top, due to its position, makes the final call on all projects, decisions, etc.

But then Wess moved his hands, flipping that triangle upside down and said this is how leadership is supposed to look.

I gawked as Wess explained he may be in a position of leadership, but that didn’t mean he was at the top of the triangle.

Instead, he calmly clarified that because of his position in leadership, he was the bottom point of the triangle. As a leader, it is his responsibility to serve and support the rest of the organization — the staff, the global partners and, most important, the sponsored children.

That day I squirmed in my chair, confused by this role reversal. This is not how business functions. This is not how projects are executed. This is not how the world works.

But while this is not how the world works, this is how the kingdom of God is meant to be.

Philippians 2:3-8 adds value to this worldview and the concept of servant leadership. In the New International Version (yes, I prefer this version over ESV) this reads:

“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

“Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death — even death on a cross!”

When I arrived at Compassion, I came as a culturally aware college student from a secular university. I saw these verses in Philippians as vital to following Christ. Yes, implement them at home, with friends, at church and in the streets. But in my occupation?

Surely, this didn’t have a place in the power plays of the business world.

Due to previous work environments at my past jobs, I was baffled by the integration of Compassion’s core values into the attitudes and work of all staff, from the bottom to the top.

Why was everyone so nice? Why is everyone poured into their work 100 percent with no complaints? Why aren’t people fighting their way to the top of the ladder, of the triangle? Why do they want to help me? Why does my role matter to them? Why do I matter?

I didn’t understand the idea of the upside-down triangle. Perhaps more striking, I didn’t see its place in a grand-scale organization.

But after a mere month my heart changed as a result of working in such a Christ-centered environment.

ally-pattonThrough what I (far right) saw in others, I saw a need to change within myself. I was blessed every day by the servant attitude my co-workers and supervisors exhibited.

I learned that to lead I must serve, that to give is better than to receive, and that to help others is better than to solely help myself.

As you carry out your work, regardless of your position, you are in a position of power. You have the opportunity to lead, to execute and to finish projects that matter to the people involved.

I encourage you to not buy the lie, the worldly and culturally acceptable belief that traditional leadership denotes power. We don’t need all-knowing decision-makers. We need responsible leaders who lead by example — by Christ’s example.

Compassion has a long history of good stewardship. Partake in that legacy. Do nothing out of selfish ambition, be consistently humble and look to the interest of others. Actively seek to invert the triangle, and then watch God’s kingdom impact our world.

*The Delivery Community is targeted to Compassion staff interested and engaged in Project Management. Through regular group meetings and the Intranet, employees come together to learn how to more effectively manage projects and deliver them on schedule, on budget, and within scope.

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Home Improvement Argh Argh Argh!

I really liked that show by the way.  I miss tv about families with lessons like the Taylors, the Cosbys, and the Keatons.  Bonus points if you can name all of those shows.  Hint: One of the shows names is the name of the family.  If you don't get that one then you must live under a rock.

Shifting gears to what this post is really about.

I feel like I have been on my own home improvement show around the house lately.  There is a direct correlation between my home improvement projects and my lack of blogging.  I even wanted to post some pictures in this post, but I need to take some first.  You saw my earlier post complete with pictures when I ripped up the living room carpet.  On Sunday and Monday I was able to almost complete my carpet extraction project by finishing the hallway and Ephriam's room.  I have 3 closets that I need to clean out and remove the last bits of carpet yet.  Not sure when that will get done, but the rooms and hallway look great.  Again, I will have to post pictures some other time.

On Tuesday night, I brought home KC's big girl bed from IKEA and with the help of my brother, we had it assembled in 2.5 hours.  That is pretty good time considering her twin bed is a trundle bed with 3 drawers underneath.  I am quickly becoming the IKEA furniture master assembler.  I think that they should have a certification course.  BTW, if you need my IKEA specialty services, I work for food, drink, and good conversation.  Eventually I think that my house will probably look a lot like and IKEA showroom only probably a lot messier.

My next home improvement project is the basement.  If you recall, it flooded in June and we are still cleaning out.  No insurance coverage for storm drain backup means lots of work for me and money out of pocket.  My goal is to have it usable for our family Christmas gathering this year, but we will see.  I am praying as we continue to clean things out that we do not find any mold problems.  The water was not there for very long, but I am not taking any chances.  The basement will be way cooler when I am done with it even if it takes a really long time.